Heart and Soul Work - The Story of Haywood Robinson and Noreen Johnson, Part 2
Previously on Heartbeat Press... After a whirlwind career as one of only two abortionists in a small Texas town, Dr. Haywood Robinson found conviction and saving faith after a soul-stirring experience, and felt that he could no longer commit abortions. Shortly after that, Dr. Robinson found a new calling within the Pro-Life movement with 40 Days for Life and has gone on to speak for life and pray outside of abortion clinics (including the very facility in which he used to practice). However, Dr. Robinson's wife, Dr. Noreen Johnson, did not share her husband's profound conversion and, while he found rebirth and forgiveness, she continued to actively support abortions, seeing them as empowering for women and a necessary service that she was proud to provide. But Dr. Johnson's heart might not have been as cold as many accused it of being, and a little spark of her husband's new purpose for life may just have found a place to grow in Dr. Johnson's own heart.
Born in the Caribbean country of Trinidad in 1951, Noreen Johnson first found a passion for medicine while dissecting frogs in school. She loved the precision of the work and found that she had the skilled hands of a surgeon. Following this passion as she grew up, Johnson enrolled in medical school as soon as she could, immigrating to the United States in order to train at Howard University, and very quickly earned a place as a senior resident at Martin Luther King Jr. Hospital. She loved her work and, as an added bonus, met Dr. Robinson at the same time, with the pair marrying soon afterwards. However, this fruitful time in Dr. Johnson's life also had a dark side, though she didn't see it as such at the time. As part of her standard medical training, Dr. Johnson was casually introduced to abortion and the possibility of moonlighting at abortion clinics once proficient in the procedure. Jumping at the opportunity to make money and use her dexterity skills, Dr. Johnson highlighted later that this initial and seemingly small decision was the first step towards a desensitization that caused her to see babies and mothers as mere transactions instead of beautiful creations of God.
Moving to Texas to set up a practice with her husband, Dr. Johnson estimated that, over the course of her career, she committed over one thousand abortion (including one carried out on her own sister) and that, as time went on, each one became more and more removed from any sense of guilt or hesitation because her clients were so thoroughly dehumanized in her eyes that they became nothing more than work to check off quickly. She also noted that most of the abortions that she committed in Texas where done secretively. Even though abortions were legal across the United States at the time, Dr. Johnson was concerned for her reputation and did not want to be known as "the town abortionist." So much so that, when a patient she hadn't personally referred for the procedure showed up in her office one day, she determined to quit doing abortions altogether. Not for the sake of innocent babies or because of a moral conviction, but simply because her spotless character was on the verge of being muddied.
Even after giving up active abortion practice, Dr. Johnson still considered the procedure an essential one that should be offered. She was not Pro-Life by any means and found it quite jarring when her husband had his own faith conversion and started leaning in that direction on the life issue. But, even as she rolled her eyes at Dr. Robinson's new passion, the Lord was working on Dr. Johnson's heart also and, while Dr. Robinson's may have been the first to change within the couple, her conversion, when it happened, was the more powerful of the two. In an interview with Live Action News' Lila Rose, Dr. Johnson recalled that the example of her husband reminded her of her own Christian upbringing and early salvation, which in turn brought the realization that she had committed abortions and a feeling of guilt over them for the first time in her life. In a moment (and with eventual counseling by Pro-Life advocates), humanity was obvious in all the children she had killed and all the women she had scarred. Her heart began to ache with the thought that "every human life is worth something in God's eyes" and the offense that the murder of just one of His children causes for the Lord.
Joining Dr. Robinson in redemption, Dr. Johnson felt a need to atone for all the harm that the couple had caused. They went through the process of learning to rehumanize the abortion victim (child or mother), they began praying outside of abortion clinics, and they joined 40 Days for Life, where they were heavily involved for many years. But, most profoundly, part of Dr. Johnson's personal road to redemption required the visualizing of every baby who had died by her hand (giving each a name and a purpose that had then been taken away). While painful, this exercise was also freeing, as it made people out of every child and showed Dr. Johnson just how much grace the Lord had for her. So much that He could forgive every murder she had committed and still have a place in His heart to lover her fiercely forever.
Dr. Noreen Johnson passed away in 2021, at the age of seventy, but her life's message - that anyone can find redemption and that restorative action is possible - will far outlive her. Love radically changed Dr. Johnson, which she then bestowed on others around her. That, as her heart and soul, will be how she's remembered from now on.
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